Created For Purpose

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“Yet death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sinning was not like the transgression of Adam, who was a type of the one who was to come.”  Romans 5:14

I think all my life I have been taught the wrong way to think.  I’m not pointing a finger of blame.  I think it’s just the natural way to think, I mean the way I’ve been taught.  And what have I been taught wrongly about?  Sin.

I think Sin is bigger and worse than I was ever really made to see.  I think Sin is worse than the things I have done to disobey God or hurt others.  I think that is only a small part of Sin.  I think when I look at Sin as acts done here and there, it makes me think less of Sin where I can call it sin instead.  If sin is just sin, then sometimes maybe I sin and sometimes I don’t.  Therefore, sometimes I am guilty and sometimes I am not.  If that’s the case, then it makes me think I only need God sometimes, not ALL the time.  If that’s the case, sometimes I could be good, right, and only sometimes I am bad.

But that’s not how Sin works.  Did you ever stop to really think about what happened in Adam’s life when he welcomed Sin into his world?  Yes, it entered because of an act of disobedience on Adam’s part, but what led to that?  Adam’s created nature was for the glory of God.  He was given everything and entrusted with all things in order to proclaim and spread the beautiful, glorious, loving, powerful, image of God over all creation.  This is what humanity was created to be like.  But Adam allowed Sin to enter and twist and contort his purpose.  Adam’s sin affected the whole human race from that day onward, twisting and contorting everyone of us because now we naturally fall under the power of Sin, instead of naturally falling under the power of God who created us to be His very own image.  This is not what humanity was intended to be like, yet this is why the world is the way it is now.

Sin isn’t just bad.  Sin has totally changed every one of us.  None of us stay pure like babies because from the moment we are born, Sin reigns over us.  Everyone of us has this problem and none of us can fix it on our own.  Sin is just too powerful for us.  Look what it does.  Adam and Eve had a beautiful mutually supportive joyful relationship with each other and God before they succumbed to Sin.  Look at their relationship afterward.  It was filled with blame, misunderstanding, longing, unmet needs, selfishness, mistrust.  Look at mankind’s relationships after that: rebellion, murder, robbery, rape, slavery, etc.  And there is one thing that overpowers us all besides Sin—DEATH.

John Piper says, “Our individual sins are not the problem…Adam’s sin is the fundamental problem, not ours- just as Christ’s righteousness is the fundamental solution, not our righteousness.”  Am I willing to admit that this is a condition I suffer from?  Am I willing not just to admit that I have some faults but that I am a depraved and corrupted sinner, that my human nature isn’t good left on its own?  Am I willing to admit that it’s a bigger problem than me sinning sometimes, that Sin, that warlord that Adam invited in, that terrible tyrant rules me as well, unless I am willing to submit to the rule of Someone stronger than him?

It’s not like I don’t sin, but there is this terrible union of every and all humans with Adam.  The whole human race is united in Sin.  We are all not only fallen, but warped.  Now, unless I see myself as warped, why would I cry out for help?  Come on, be honest, look at the world and look at ourselves.  Don’t tell me that you don’t see corruption and sinful behavior.  Yeah, across the world, but not in yourself, right?  Don’t be blind, even “bad” behavior is corrupt when the original you was created to bear the image of God.  “All have sinned.”  Through Adam- “sin was in the world.”  We have all become unnaturally sinful by nature and behavior.

The Bible calls us children of wrath.  But it’s not how we were created.  Something happened to us because of Adam’s sin.  It altered our very nature.  There are “none righteous, no not one” (Romans 3:10)  We are “slaves of sin” (romans 6:6,17,20).  How do we remedy this?  How do you find the cure for anything?  First, you have to admit the disease.  Then, you have to submit to the correct cure.  There are no exceptions.

Sin- hamartano– is about missing the mark.  I don’t think it’s like trying to shoot an arrow and missing the target or like shooting a basketball and never making the net.  I think it’s tied in with what the arrow or basketball is.  An arrow is created to fly through the air and hit it’s target, whether the ring in the hay or the deer.  the basketball is made to be bounced and passed and fly through the net hanging from the hoop.  In other ancient writings it’s used to describe failing to achieve one’s purpose.  So is it really about the mark missed, or is it about not fulfilling our created purpose?  Could it all be about swerving or erring from who I, we, were created to be?  Is it the fault of the created thing or the mark we leave?  If I have warped my own original creation, then I would have thrown my own purpose off.

I was reading a commentary to help think about these words of Paul’s.  I came upon a statement by a pastor, “Sin makes us stupid.”  I think that is just a judgmental critique made by someone who may not have even seen some of his own stupidity amidst his own self-rightousness.  Sin warps us.  Sin bends us.  Sin conforms us into something we were not created to be.  Sin takes our natural man and makes him look nothing like God and blinds us to what it has done.  It keeps us looking like arrows and baskeballs, but it contorts the shaft so we go off course; it warps the ball so we can only bounce crooked.

But you and I, we are still affected by Sin.  It’s not because we committed a sin.  I mean, I have and you have.  We all have committed sins.  Except babies, they haven’t committed sins.  But the Sin that we are all guilty of is lumped in with how God has identified us with Adam.  I don’t even have to disobey a direct command of God like Adam did to be guilty of sin.  Why?  Because sin, as was defined earlier, isn’t just one act of defiance or disobedience.  Sin is what human nature now consists of from the heart, at our very root.  The nature of man, because of Adam’s choice to allow himself to be warped, has affected every one of us.  We don’t like to hear that but man is not good left to his own nature.

Don’t believe that?  The U.S. founding fathers did.  That’s why they made a democratic government with three branches, the Executive, Legislative, and Judicial, each to keep the other in check.  Why?  Because they knew that, because of the condition of our hearts, no man should be trusted with absolute power.  We are not skilled at keeping ourselves from being twisted and contorted.

So what is the remedy?  How can I become free from this slavery to sin?  How can I loose my connection to Adam in his sin?  I must trust by living faith in Jesus Christ.  He will justify me.  He will set me free from the power of sin.  He will straighten my shaft so that I can be and do all I was created for in Him.  He will take what was warped and make it fully functional and glorious again in Him.  I will no longer be condemned because He will justify me.  As for my corruption and depravity, His Holy Spirit will continue the sanctification process in me day by day by day.  Justification legally removes my condemnation, and sanctification does the work of righteousness in me that I had no power to do on my own.  This is the beauty of a life lived in Christ.  Not only am I freed from Sin and made right before God, but I am “re-purposed” back to my intended purpose and equipped to live for God and not for sin daily. 

Why do I need to understand the depravity of the human race, including my own?  Why do I have to understand this contorted nature and union in Adam’s sin?   Because, if I don’t, I’ll be caught up in it due to my own blindness.  I can get so focussed on me only sinning sometimes that I think I’m pretty good because there are others worse than me.  I can get caught up in seeing everyone else as stupid, write them all off as lost, and puff myself up as God’s gift to people.  I can be so blinded to my own need for help, that I dig my heals in deeper and settle in my own “lesser” depravity.

If I know the truth about me, that I am naturally depraved and helpless on my own, then it will be so much easier for me to admit I need supernatural help.  I will want the Sin to be put to death and I will want to be remade in the image of God.   I will be ever so much more grateful for salvation and the work of God in my life.  I can understand why the world is the way it is and why people, including me, are the way they are.  And I can be ever so much more compassionate for those around me because I will realize what God intends for us, if only we would trust the One who can break our union with Adam and our union with Sin.  Understanding my depravity, and the grace and gift of God to deliver me from it, through Jesus Christ, is the most relieving, resplendent, thing ever to happen in my life, in our lives.  Wouldn’t I want to share that great news with others?

Reconciled to Live!

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“…God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”  Romans 5:8

Let me just sit here and really let those words sink in.  God’s love is so great, that he wouldn’t just save one sinner like me.  But that he would lay Jesus on the line for ALL sinners.  How unnatural but glorious is that!  Think of Hitler and all those who bought into his way of life and stealing others of theirs, think of the planners and implementers at 9-11, think of bombers and gang members and murderers and robbers, and lump me in there as a sinner too, because this is who Jesus died for because of the love of God.

I’ve read a story and saw a video the other day of a father and son.  It winds up the son had the only blood type that could cure a fatal disease that the world was suffering from.  The doctors asked for the son’s blood as the cure but it meant the son would need to give it all.  The son convinced the dad to allow him to die so that others could live.  I don’t know that this scenario helps me to see the immensity of who the real Son died for.  Maybe you could say sick people deserve to live.  They didn’t deserve this sickness.  But Sin is deeper than just getting sick.  Yes, it’s something we are all infected by, but none of us are innocent of it.  Paul says we are all weak.  We have no strength on our own.  We are hopelessly and perpetually ungodly on our own.  

Let’s just look at COVID 19 now.  Some people have immune systems that are strong enough to handle it on their own.  Others, have immune systems that will not be able to fight the disease without help.  And then there are the others who will be overpowered by the disease even with help.  The truth is, that Sin, overpowers us all.  There is no one who can overpower Sin on their own.  Sin is only overpowered by being overpowered by the love of God in Jesus Christ.  There is no other way to defeat the power and hold of Sin in our lives.

So, maybe now I appreciate a little more the gracious love that God demonstrated through Jesus’ sacrifice of his life upon that cross for our reconciliation with God, for our justification with him.  I mean, whoever places their trust in Jesus as their reconciliation, is made just before God.  If even Hitler had repented and placed his trust in the power of Jesus’s blood for his Sin, God would have forgiven him and made him just before God.  He wouldn’t have justified the sins that Hitler committed but he would have given HItler and new heart and a new identity in him, no longer under the control of Sin, but bursting with the love of God for others.  It’s no less of a miracle when God does such a work in my heart.  But if I only look at me, what a narrow view I have.  How much greater to understand the depth of evil, the depth of Sin that Jesus died for and can cure, or justify!

Now, when I was fifteen years old, I believed what God said about me being one of those sinners and that trusting in Jesus was my only hope.  It changed my life from that first day that I trusted in Christ as my Lord and Savior.  A three-fold blessing enters our life when we trust in Christ.  Paul tells us that when we put our faith in Christ, he justifies us (makes us right, and pure, and clean, and acceptable before God), and instead of being God’s enemy, we are brought into a relationship of peace with God.  But it doesn’t stop there.  

If it stopped there, I could rest in the fact that I’m O.K. now and I know I’m going to heaven to be with God.  I could just rejoice there and expect a life of happiness, right?  I could just sit back and do nothing, and be covered, right?  I could sit back and point my finger at those other sinners out there who won’t turn to God, right?  NO!  Because I wasn’t saved solely for my own peace.  Peace in God comes with unity, so it can never be just about myself and my own security.  Peace in God will lead to my being compelled toward others experiencing the peace of God as well.

But peace isn’t the only blessing.  We get to understand what grace is and live in it.  And this grace we get to know in God fills us with rejoicing in hope.  And it’s not just any hope, but hope in God, in who He is, and in all that He promises.  This is the second-fold wonder of faith in Christ.  Can you imagine, me, lumped in with all those terrible sinners, none of us deserving mercy and grace and love, and yet, we receive it?!  Yes, this is not something I will take for granted.  God saved a sinner like me; he will save others.  I can live in this grace.  I can rejoice in this truth.

Let’s not forget the third part.  It might want to be the part we ignore—suffering.  Yes, when I entrust my life in and with God in Jesus Christ, I walk into a life that will be identified with suffering.  The Master suffered, why would his disciples expect better treatment than him?  Why would I expect better treatment?  We may not be called to suffer through death or imprisonment, but don’t tell me we won’t have to deal with misunderstanding, even among other believers.  We will.  And if I have put my trust in Christ, then this faith I have now, hasn’t only justified me and given me peace with God, it hasn’t only allowed me to experience his grace and rejoice in hope I can extend to others, but it allows me to continue to rejoice in HIm in the midst of my suffering because none of my suffering is in vain.  Even in my suffering, God is working in me, to produce the character of Jesus, His own character in me.  Through suffering while rejoicing in him, he builds my endurance, character, and hope.  God’s love flows more unashamed in me through the Holy Spirit as I learn to rely on Him more and more.  

Paul sums up this tri-fold wonder again.  We were enemies of God, controlled by Sin.  The death of Jesus, God’s Son, offered us reconciliation with God.  Jesus shed his blood and gave his life for us, that we might be forgiven and set free from Sin’s control and Sin’s power in our life.  His death washed us clean.  His death declared victory over the power of Sin and Death.  By trusting in faith in Jesus’ sacrifice, we each declare that we need help, that we can’t overpower Sin and Death on our own.  Faith is placing our life in Jesus’ sacrifice, the payment he made for us.  Jesus’ death, when we trust in him, justifies us and saves us from the wrath of God.  

But it doesn’t stop there!  Yes, we were enemies and now we are reconciled to God by Jesus’ death, but we are not just reconciled by his death.  We are forgiven by his death but reconciliation goes beyond forgiveness alone, into living for God.  That’s where Jesus takes us because we are reconciled as well by his life!  He didn’t just save us to be forgiven, but he saved us to live for God as well.  And now we can because by faith and in faith he sends His Holy Spirit to enable us and guide us and teach us how to live in Him.

And yet there is more.  It’s tri-fold!  We have been reconciled to God by being forgiven and made clean.  We have been reconciled to God by our lives being in the living Savior.  And we receive reconciliation of joy, because in the midst of everything, no truth can dim the joy that we have in our position in God through Jesus Christ!  Rejoicing in our reconciliation is like the cherry on the top of the Sunday!  

I hope, that if you have not understood your need of help from God through Jesus Christ, that today would be the day that you place your trust in him, that today would be the day of your reconciliation with God.  And if you are a believer like me, I hope that we would not forget the wonder and immensity of what God has done for and in us.  I hope that we would exude the love of God for others just as he has for us.  May we offer the same reconciliation to others that God has offered to us and that we have experienced.  And if there is any aspect we have not experienced,  then I pray that we would fully surrender to God’s reconciliation so that we will be lacking in nothing.

Finding My Way Home

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“But the words ‘it was counted to him’ were not written for his sake alone, but for ours also.  It will be counted to us who believe in him who raised from the dead Jesus our Lord…”  (Romans 4:23,24)

Paul must really want us to understand this concept of Abraham’s faith being counted unto him as righteousness.  He mentions this phrase or parts of this phrase more than seven times in these twenty-five verses.  Over and over again, Paul is trying to get this to sink in.  So I want to meditate on this truth this morning.

The point is that we are not justified or made right with God because of the works we do, but because we trust in the work that He has done and is doing to transform us into creatures that can return to doing His will.  It’s about God doing the work in us before ever we can do His work and be pleasing to Him.  Paul is saying that in ourselves, we will never find righteousness on our own.  It’s not something we can work hard at and achieve.  It’s not something we can just become good at.  Outside of trusting God and letting Him do His work in us, there is no righteousness in us.  And so we hear Paul remind us, from God’s own words from Genesis 15:6 how “Abraham put his trust in God, and it was credited to his account as righteousness.” (CJB)

This is a gift of pure grace.  If it were by Abraham’s works, God would owe him.  Then Abraham would surely think He had something to boast about.  But that isn’t the case.  Abraham didn’t leave Ur because it was his idea.  Abraham didn’t decide on his own that he would have a baby after child-bearing years.  He trusted God.  Father Abraham, was by no means a perfect father or even a perfect husband!  He put Sarah in a situation where she could have been taken by another man!  Remember the king who almost took her?  And here’s the beauty of what Paul is telling us.  Abraham was a sinner, just like me, imperfect.  Yes, he did some great things, but the greatness of those things was that it was God doing them through him.  The great thing is that Abraham stopped letting the world and himself control his life and let God.  He stopped working it himself, and believed in the One who justifies the ungodly.  That’s why his faith was counted as righteousness.

Paul brings up David, because David realized this as well.  Let’s go back to the Psalm Paul quotes from, Psalm 32.  “Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.  Blessed is the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit.  For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long.  For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer.  Selah.  I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity; I said, ‘I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,’ and you forgave the iniquity of my sin.  Selah.  Therefore let everyone who is godly offer prayer to you at a time when you may be found; surely in the rush of great waters, they shall not reach him.  You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with shouts of deliverance.  Selah.  I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.  Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.  Many are the sorrows of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds the one who trusts in the Lord.  Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!” (Psalm 32)

Look at David.  We can be like him.  We can deny our own sin.  We can be a great king in our own eyes and the eyes of the people, and not deal with the root problem.  We can be, excuse the expression, guilty as sin, and deny it.  But what do we have for taking care of ourselves our own way?  A heavy burden, groaning within, no strength.  We are trapped under that load of sin we deny.  It holds us in its sway.  But when we admit it and hand it over in trust to the Lord to take care of it and to take care of us, You, Lord, forgive us and carry the weight.  You alone deliver us from ourselves!  And as David shares about his own problem trying to declare his own righteousness that he realized would never work, and as David cries out for You to make him righteous, You break in to David’s life and do what he cannot do on his own.  We get to hear Your voice speak these words, “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.  Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.”  Do you get that?

David, in his sin, fighting God’s intervention, trying to take care of it on his own, denying and doing whatever to relieve it, was like a horse under bit and bridle.  He didn’t want to do God’s will.  He wanted the bit and bridle off.  There was no relationship with God while he took care of his own sin, while he made himself look good on the outside.  If our relationship is only external, then we really don’t have a relationship at all, do we.  If I want a relationship with God, then I must let Him relate with the deepest, most personal part of me.  I must turn over the whole me, the true me, the me that is under the influence of Sin, the me I don’t want to admit.  The truth is that none of us are able to instruct ourselves and teach ourselves the right way to go because Sin is always there, even in the best of us like David and Abraham, to draw us to chase after our own so called “well-being” at the sake of others or at the sake of God’s image.  We need God so that we can do right and be right.  If only we could bring ourselves to admit that and live in that truth.

Maybe we can stand here, or think we can stand before God, and say, “How could you call my deeds lawless?  I did good things.  I was a good person.  What do you mean lawless?”  I think this is Your answer, Lord be, “Whatever you did without me, was according to your own law, not mine.  Anything done according to My will has My Holy Spirit as it’s motivation and produces eternal results.  If My seed is not growing in you, how can you be a spreader of my seed?  You aren’t.  You are spreading your own seed.  I can’t cover that.  I won’t.  I only cover my own seed.  That’s the seed that I declare righteous and you can only get there by trusting faith that lets Me have My way in You.  That’s why I sent Jesus.  That’s the purpose of the Holy Spirit.  You must live in the law of Christ.  Then I will count you as righteous.”

Do I understand the greatness of the grace that has been shown to me?  Have I entrusted myself to God in Christ Jesus?  Jew or Gentile, it is the same faith that is required.  If I want my “lawless deeds” forgiven and my sins covered, I must trust by faith, which means to live by faith.  And faith is so much more than an idea or a belief.  Faith is real.  It’s the work of God through Jesus Christ and the power of the Holy Spirit in my life, to make me be who God created me to be, an image bearer.  We can’t do that in our own power.  No one has power like that except for God.  

So God took this man named Abraham, who was like all other men and women, a sinner.  And he called Abraham to put his trust in Him and to love and obey Him.  He promised to be His God and to love and care for Him and to make Abraham a light directing nations to Him.  Abraham was a nobody before God called him.  The only reason the world still knows about Abraham today is because Abraham believed God and it was counted to him as righeousness.  God glorified Abraham because Abraham glorified God by surrendering his life and trust to Him.  

Who are you?  Who am I?   What kind of impact do you want to have on the lives of those around you?  If Abraham had trusted in his own way, I don’t think anyone would know about him.  Or maybe he would have wound up a story like Cain or Judas Iscariot, or Pilate, or Herod.  But because Abraham had quiet faith in God, that persisted through the years, imperfect as he was, it was counted to him as righteousness, and the world is changed because of God’s promise come true through him in his descendent, Jesus the Christ, our Lord and Savior.  

Am I allowing God’s grace to have Its way in me?  Am I letting Him bring me to life from the dead and am I letting Him bring out things from me that never existed there before?  Am I living by faith in order that all the promises of God may be guaranteed in me?  Am I living by faith in Christ so that I am a benefit, like Abraham, to the world?  Because that’s what faith will lead me to be.  It will lead me to be the same blessing to others that God is, because it will lead me to be a part of the family of God, which is bigger and better than me, but which, by God’s grace, He has invited me in to be a part of His righteousness in a world that needs to find it’s way home to Him.

you Are Not “The Justifier”

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“What if some were unfaithful?  Does their faithlessness nullify the faithfulness of God?”  Romans 3:3

I can’t believe that Paul was needing to discuss this topic.  I can’t believe that some of those who had come to be believers thought that faith gave them a license to sin because God would forgive them of that sin.  Where does that kind of thinking come from?  How do we get warped like that?  Did Jesus sin while he walked on earth?  Did Jesus encourage his disciples to sin?  So where does that thought come from?

Paul answers this question by a resounding, “By no means!”  Then he follows it up with David’s words in Psalm 51.  Paul says it is written, “That you may be justified in your words, and prevail when you are judged.”  Now, that ought to be realized as capital “You” and “Your” there, because God is the one being talked about.  But to understand this, lets hop back to the Psalm itself.  

David has committed adultery with Bathsheba.  In covering up his sin, he has arranged for the death of Bathsheba’s husband, an honorable leader in his army.  Nathan the prophet comes to David, and David confronts his sin before God.  Psalm 51 is David’s repentant prayer.  Let’s here his heart:

“Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions.  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin!  For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me.  Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you may be justified in your words and blameless in your judgment.  Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me.  Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being, and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart.  Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.  Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice.  Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities.  Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.  Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me.  Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit.  Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will return to you.  Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, O God of my salvation, and my tongue will sing aloud of your righteousness.  O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.  For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it; you will not be pleased with a burnt offering.  The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.  Do good to Zion in your good pleasure; build up the walls of Jerusalem; then will you delight in right sacrifices, in burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings; then bulls will be offered on your altar.”

I want to experience David’s heart.  I mean, I don’t just want to look at it and observe it, I want to respond to God like David responds.  Even in my hard-heartedness and stubbornness, I want to have God come to me and open my eyes to see my own sin and I want to acknowledge it for what it is.  But like David, I don’t want to just acknowledge my sin as sin, I want to cut off my ties to that sin.  I want to appreciate God’s mercy.  I want to know Your steadfast love, that steadfast love that way surpasses my love and broken faithfulness.  I want to experience the joy of having You blot out my sins because I can’t do that without You.  The best I can do is sweep them under the carpet, but then they are still there to torment and tease me.  But You can wash me through and through.  You can make the unclean clean.

“Unclean, unclean!”  That’s what the lepers had to declare about themselves, as they had to remain separated from society.  “Unclean, unclean!”  Imagine that kind of life.  Who would choose that?  Who would choose to be a leper and remain a leper?  Imagine the lepers that Jesus healed?  Do you think any of them went back to their leprous life?   Do you?  I  don’t.  I think they never wanted to go back again.  No, never by their own choice.  So, if I’ve been delivered from Sin, why would I choose to go back?  Why?

The truth is, I am not my judge.  My friend or neighbor isn’t my judge.  My enemy is not my judge. There is one judge and it is God.  My Creator is the only one with the right to judge all of His creation.  Against You and You only have I sinned and done what is evil in Your sight, so that You may be justified in Your words and blameless in Your judgment.”  My punishment would be right.  I would deserve it.  There is nothing I could do that would remove my guilt.  There is nothing any of us could do on our own to remove our guilt.

Like David, we must surrender to God to wash us clean.  To make us what we are not.  To transform us into what we were created to be.  God was never looking for a ritual of sacrifices so that He could be appeased.  God was drawing a picture for us to help us understand that He was looking for us to come to Him with a “broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart.”

By faith in Jesus Christ, the powerful work of the grace of God, we are justified; not by the works of the law.  And in and by this same faith, the powerful work of the grace of God, moves in our hearts and works repentance within us so that we are enabled to live out the law by living in the law of Christ.  The law of Christ is not a set of rules and regulations.  The law of Christ is alive in us, if we are believers.  You see, believers don’t just believe, they live and breath the One they believe in because He is alive in them.  Therefore, they live out His works in their lives.  How could anything else flow out?  The law of faith produces faith; not sin.  What is my life producing?

The Unsurpassed Kindness of God for You

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“…God’s kindness is meant to lead you to repentance…” Romans 2:4

Let us stop and think about who Paul is talking to in his letter to the Romans.  In chapter 1, he addresses this personal letter to those “who are called to belong to Jesus Christ.”  He further clarifies that by detailing those called to belong to Jesus Christ as “all those in Rome who are loved by God and called to be saints (holy like God, sacred).”  Furthermore, Paul declares his recipients to have faith that is proclaimed in all the world.  So these are not unbelievers but believers.  Paul cares deeply about these fellow believers so that he wants to share spiritual gifts with them to strengthen and encourage them and he expects to receive spiritual blessing in return, that will strengthen and encourage him.  That’s how God planned faith to work, because faith is rooted in the power of God, in Jesus Christ, through the Holy Spirit within us.  

In the second half of chapter one, Paul seems to give a scathing blow to sinners, those outside the faith, living in their own lusts, according to their own will.  He speaks of the debased and those feeding their own passions.  It’s a pretty ugly picture.  I’m sure when we read it, especially if we are a believer, we have a tendency to read and say, “They are awful, those sinners.  Can you believe they are like that?  I’m so glad I’m not like that!  I’m glad I don’t deserve to die like them.”  That’s natural thinking.  Or maybe if we aren’t a believer, we think, “Man, that’s harsh.  I’m not like that.  I haven’t done anything to deserve to die.”  That’s natural thinking too.  On the one hand, it’s like the Pharisee that beat his chest and said, “God, I thank you that I am not like other men…” (Luke 18:11)  Can you hear him agreeing?  “God, I’m not foolish like those in Rome.  I don’t worship man-made ideas.  I’m not impure.  I don’t dishonor my body.  My body means everything to me.  I don’t serve the creature.  Of course I know the truth.  My passions are not dishonorable.  My relations are not twisted and unnatural.  I am not consumed by my passions.  This is not error.  My mind is not debased, You, God, must be crazy.  How can I be unrighteous when I do what’s right for me?  How can you call me evil, covetous, full of malice, envious, murderous?  I’ve never killed anyone physically.  How can you call me guilty of strife, deceit, being malicious?  And it’s not gossip, how will other people know how to help, if I don’t share what someone does wrong?  Is that slander?  No way!  I’m not a hater of God, I just hate being told what to do and how to think.  I hate being controlled.  Is that insolent or haughty?  Boastful- are you kidding?  An inventor of evil?  Disobedient to parents- they just don’t understand what life is like now. They have no clue.  How can you call me faithless, heartless, and ruthless?  Do you really get it God?”  Yeah, the truth is, God knows me and you better than we know ourselves.  God knew the deep down heart of that Pharisee and God still knows that at our very roots, even though we don’t want to admit it, even though we are in a state of denial, that Sin is our master and we have a problem acknowledging the depth of his control over us.

But that tax collector that the Pharisee didn’t want to be like, is the one I want to be like.  He’s also the one that Jesus wants us to model ourselves after by His power.  The tax collector saw himself through God’s eyes.  He knew, that every one of us, is a sinner like this terrible list says.  God, in His kindness opens our eyes to show us our true nature.  But He doesn’t leave us there to rot.  Oh, if it were up to you and me, and someone was rotten to the core like this list, we would walk away in a heart beat thinking they deserve to die or at least they deserve some form of punishment.  But God loved these kinds of sinners, which we each fall in the category of, so much, that He planned and fulfilled the plan of sending His only Son Jesus to redeem them from the power of Sin, their master, and to redeem them unto Himself as children of God, no longer controled by Sin, but filled with the power of the Holy Spirit, a product of faith in Jesus Christ and the Power of God.  When the tax collector beat his chest and cried out, “God, be merciful to me, a sinner!”, this is what he received.

But Paul isn’t talking to sinners outside the faith here.  Paul is talking to sinners within the faith, to believers who have succumbed to Sin continuing to control their lives and passions.  The problem is that they are practicing the sins they once left again and yet while they practice their former sins, they are holding others guilty for different sins they are not practicing.  They are judging others without passing judgment on themselves.  Believers may escape the white throne judgement.  We may be secure that we will not be separated from God because we are sealed by the blood of Christ and His Holy Spirit, but we are judged for our actions according to what we know.  We will be held responsible for our choices.  We do not escape God’s judgment in that way.

So we come to words I am meditating on today.  I want to hear them in different versions so I think about them more fully.  “Or do you have no regard for the wealth of His kindness and tolerance and patience [in withholding His wrath]?  Are you [actually] unaware or ignorant [of the fact] that God’s kindness leads you to repentance [that is, to change your inner self, your old way of thinking—seek His purpose for your life]? (AMP)  I love that version.  Again, “Or do you presume on the riches of his kindness and forbearance and patience, not knowing that God’s kindness is meant to lead you to repentance?” (ESV)  Am I presumptuous like that?  Am I ignorant like that?  Sometimes.  “Do you have contempt for God, who is very kind to you, puts up with you, and deals patiently with you?  Don’t you realize that it is God’s kindness that is trying to lead you to him and change the way you think and act?” (GW)  Am I guilty of having contempt for God at times?  Am I ignorant of His kindness and purpose in my life sometimes?  The honest answer and the only answer that will bring about the correct response in me is, “Yes!” , a resounding, “Yes!”

Keep reading in Romans 2 and thinking about it and asking in our own hearts, am I guilty too?  Be honest.  Yes, sometimes, even now, when I know God, my heart is hard and impenitent.  I don’t want to experience the wrath of God in any way.  I don’t want to stay hard-hearted and impenitent.  I want to surrender dailly if I have to, or better yet, moment by moment, as the Spirit reveals to me the sin that still remains taunting me to return to a master who has no more hold on me.  I want my life to be modelled after Jesus by the power of the Holy Spirit, a life that is patient in well-doing like God is patiently doing good in me, a terrible sinner.  But here He is, transforming this wretch into a new creation in Christ!  Instead of facing wrath and fury, tribulation and distress, I get to walk in glory, honor, and immortality!  Does that sound like fiction?  It’s not!  Because eternal life is the promise I have in Christ, and He proved already He has the power to impart it to those who believe and live in Him.  That’s what the resurrection is all about.  The same way God rose Jesus to newness of life, body, soul, and spirit, we will be raised to newness of life in Him.  

Christians don’t escape judgment.  That’s the truth.  We are held responsible for our actions.  We escape eternal separation from God but not judgment.  God shows no partiality on this account.  Jew or Gentile, we are responsible for our actions.  Paul brings this home for us when he says, “For all who have sinned without the law will also perish without the law, and all who have sinned under the law will be judged by the law.”  Here’s what I need to walk away with today, “For it is not the hearers of the law who are righteous before God, but the doers of the law who will be justified.” (Romans 2:13)  Do you want to know how to follow the law?  Follow Christ.  But don’t just follow Christ, surrender fully to Him.  Let His Holy Spirit guide and direct you to have the mind of Christ, then we might have a chance, as believers, of what it is Paul spoke of in fulfilling “the law of Christ.” (Galatians 6:2)  There is a place inside the law of God that is even deeper still, because it is “under the law of Christ.” (1 Corinthians 9:21)  If I want to appreciate all that God has done for me, if I want to truly repent and see myself for who I really am and who God can make me be, then I have to learn to find this place of repentance and equipping under the law of Christ because this is where God has invited me to live.  

God’s kindness and His patience is calling me to this place in Christ where admitting my sin isn’t shameful.  Admitting my sin and having the power by God in Christ to defeat it, is the best thing that has ever happened in my life.  It’s like dying and being brought to life anew in a better way than Lazareth was.  He still dealt with the same nature he died with.  But God’s kindness, invites me to be crucified with Christ, to die to myself and to the power of Sin and Death, and to rise with Christ in newness of life and purpose.  This is the law of Christ.  It’s the law that gives those who trust in it, the power to be children of God and to live like it!  Don’t miss out or take for granted the unsurpassed kindness of God for you.  

The Other Side of the Fence

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“The righteous shall live by faith.”  Romans 1:17

I hope before reading this, you read Romans 1 for yourself and meditate on it.  It’s said that Paul’s writings are “hard to understand” in some places. (2 Peter 3:16)  I don’t think that’s because we can’t understand them.  I think it’s because we don’t ask God for the correct filter to read it and meditate upon it.  I’m not just talking about a historical, cultural, or situational filter here.  I’m talking about relying on the Holy Spirit’s filter here.  Because if I don’t, I’m just not going to understand those things I don’t like to hear.  I’m going to fight it.  I’m going to turn against it.  That is, if I’m interpreting by my own personal filter.  Why?  Because the natural part of all men and women is dead set against surrendering our own wills to anyone, even God.

But ONLY the righteous shall live by faith.  Paul is not talking about those who declare themselves righteous here and look at those around them like the Pharisee at the temple who was happy he wasn’t like that sinner of a tax collector over there.  Paul tells us that faith only comes by trusting in the power of God for salvation through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ and in His resurrection power.  It doesn’t matter who you are, whether you are a Pharisee, a tax collector, a Barabbas, a mom, a grandparent, a kid, a Jew, or anyone else in the world.  There is only ONE way to righteousness, to being right with God, to being declared clean from our sinful natures, and that is by God imparting His righteousness to us through Jesus Christ.  When we place our trust in Him, we place our life in Him.  We believe in Him, and see our need for Him, for there is no righteousness, no escape from death and hell, without Him.  When we see that need, and respond to Him by crying out for salvation, that is the beginning of faith.  And it’s so wonderful, because He is the One to open our eyes to see that need in the first place!  God reveals faith to us and we respond.  

The gospel alone is where we find righteousness.  “For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith for faith…” (Romans 1:17)  Faith reveals it.  We respond in faith and then we live for faith.  Faith draws us in and then in the working of faith we live by faith.  Faith is a work of God.  It is a working of the Holy Spirit delivered to us in faith by the power of God through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ.  This is such a wonderful truth worthy of joy unspeakable!  Jesus sacrificed His rights, His human desires, or human will, for the sake of obeying and honoring and living by faith alone and for the will of God.  Why would He give up His own will for God’s will like that?  For something better than satisfying Himself.  He wanted to satisfy God who wanted to bring us back to being fully satisfied in Him, which is what we were created for.  Everything else is a lie and cannot satisfy us eternally.  But God can and even makes a way for us, for us who deserve condemnation, He extends fatherly love beyond imagination and makes a way.

The truth is, we want to think, “Oh, we’re just prodigals.  Or maybe we’re just ungrateful sons.”  But the truth is we have made ourselves on our own, enemies to God.  John relates Jesus as giving his life for his friends but Paul paints a more accurate picture.  In Romans 5:10, he shares, “For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life.” (Romans 5:10)  Paul tells us that not only are we helpless to make ourselves right by our own efforts, but God, through His Holy Spirit did something to make us able.  That “while we were still weak [helpless], at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.  For one will scarcely die for a righteous person- though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die- but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:6-8)  Who would take the bullet for the enemies?  God does!

So what should my response be?  Give up my will and accept His!  I, like Paul, should serve Him with my spirit in the Gospel of His Son. (Romans 1:9)  Remember though, in my own spirit, I am helpless.  But in His spirit, my spirit can serve Him fully!  And what should I long for if the Spirit of God dwells in me?  I should long to impart spiritual gifts to others that strengthen them in the Lord and I should long to receive spiritual gifts from others that strengthen me in the Lord.  I should long to be mutually encouraged by the faith and in the faith of those along my way and with those along the way.  

Sometimes I read Paul and think he’s kinda of puffed up and proud, like when he says, he really wants to see the Romans so that “I may reap some harvest among you as well as among the rest of the Gentiles.”  But how can that be if this is mutual blessing in the Spirit?  How can that be pride?  If Paul reaps a harvest, what does that mean?  Is it a harvest of souls?  Or is it a harvest of Spiritual fruit among the body of Christ?  That would be a blessing for all involved, wouldn’t it?  That’s the kind of harvest I want to be part of, a harvest of Spiritual fruit.  That’s what Paul was excited about when he preached the Gospel.  That’s why he wasn’t ashamed of the gospel because he knew it had the power to bear Spiritual fruit that was visible in a fallen world.  The righteous, those made righteous by God in Jesus Christ, live by this fruit.

That’s the beauty of the gospel!  But the other side is sad, more than sad.  We can hold on to our own wills and our unrighteousness and call it righteousness and suppress the truth of God.  If we do that, we don’t really suppress the truth of God in the world, because God’s people will keep producing God’s fruit of the Spirit.  But we suppress the truth for ourselves so that what can be known of God that is plain to see, won’t be seen.  Paul says that God’s attributes, especially His eternal power and divine nature, are clearly evidenced in creation and no one is without excuse for not seeing them.  The problem isn’t that God is not God.  The problem for some of us is that we refuse to honor God as God or to be thankful to Him.  In our foolishness, we think we are wiser.  We replace Him with feeble things.  And God permits us to have our own way, the way we desire.  We wallow in our own lusts and impurity and call it right.  We love lies and call them truth.  We worship ourselves or ideas instead of God.  Our passions become twisted, shameless, and contrary to nature.  We do what ought not to be done because we are our own judge.  And the truth is that a corrupt judge is not a good judge.  Paul ends this chapter with these words, “Though they know God’s righteous decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them.” (Romans 1:32)

What a sad note to end this chapter on.  But don’t forget the good news that Paul already shared.  If we are part of this second group of people, this group that deserves judgment and to die, you don’t have to remain in that group.  The gospel is for you too.  It was for me when I was an enemy of God and it is for you who may be an enemy of God now!  Read the book of Acts.  Look at Paul’s story!  He was a selfrighteous enemy of God if ever there was one!  He was full of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice, envy, murder, strife, haughty, an inventor of evil, faithless, heartless, ruthless.  Maybe the whole list of Romans 1:29-31 is a list of things he was, not just that other sinners are.  And yet the gospel opened His eyes and saved Him.  There is hope for every one of us if only we will put our faith in Him and then live by that faith He imparts!

I am not righteous outside of God’s imparting His righteousness to me.  But now that He has made me His, I will live by that power that He has placed in me.  And I want to allow that power to be a blessing to others.  I know what it is to be on the other side of the fence, because before I surrendered my will to God in Jesus Christ, I was foolish and faithless too, and the truth is, you don’t have to be everything on that list to miss out on God’s love, you just have to be stubborn enough to refuse it.  I know I deserve to die, but it would be foolish to deny God’s gift of life in Him through Jesus Christ.  He made a way for me to live in wonder and awe even though I don’t deserve it.  Why would I pass that up?  It’s the most glorious gift anyone has ever given me!

Radically Worth It All

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“For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.” Romans 1:16

I’m reading and meditating on Paul’s words to the Romans in the first chapter today.  I think the Lord is focussing me on this part of not being ashamed of the gospel and why I shouldn’t be ashamed.  I mean, after all, it was a total life transformer for Paul.  He went from Saul, who was trying to wipe out the gospel and kill people to do it, to Paul, probably the biggest promoter of the gospel, and willing to die for it!

And here’s the thing, none of it was by his own strength!  God had to knock him off his donkey, or “high horse” so to speak.  God had to put Saul into a place where he would finally submit to the leading of Jesus in God by the power of the Holy Spirit and not by his own might.  I mean, if we can trust that our own works will be enough to delight God and get into heaven, then surely Paul would be the one to qualify, right?  He listed his list of superb earthly credentials that made him look like an oustanding citizen in his letter to the Philippians,  “[I was] circumcised on the eigth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.”  That all seemed like confident stuff to boast in at one time, but not any more.  Because something changed Paul’s whole life so that “whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ.  Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.” (Philippians 3)  Paul’s righteousness no longer comes from himself but from faith in Christ.  And that’s how it is for any of us.  Our righteousness has to come from God and the righteousness that comes from God, the only righteousness that counts, depends on faith— on knowing Jesus and the power of His resurrection, in sharing in his sufferings, and becoming like him in his death, by the power of His Holy Spirit as we submit to His work in us.

When Paul talks about faith in Jesus Christ and receiving his grace and calling and living in obedience in faith, He’s talking about our lives being surrendered to God in the power of the Holy Spirit.  We don’t just believe all that Jesus stands for as though He is a symbol.  We believe all that Jesus is as a necessary person needed to fill and fulfill our lives by the actual power and working of the same Spirit of God, that Holy Spirit that actually raised Him from the dead- body, spirit, and soul- to reign forevermore.

The same power, the same God, that raised Jesus, that proved all God’s promises true, reveals God’s righteousness and that the only way to attain it is by trusting faith that lives out what it believes because it is motivated by the Spirit of God that indwells us when we place our whole being within the Sovereign’s hands.  Grace abounds where sin would keep us from God.  Faith brings us where works cannot.  But then faith built by God’s grace equips and enables us to do the works of God instead of the works of mere man.  Obedience becomes a joy.  We find that we are loved immeasurably and love immeasurably in return.  And in this trusting faith, compelled by grace, we are transformed into saints.  I don’t like that word, saints, though.  I mean, what does it mean?  

The root of hagios (Greek) is hagos.  Do you know what it means?  It means “an awful thing.”  We’re talking awful as in the sense of sacred and pure, like the most holy.  Now, does saint leave you with that impression or does it leave us thinking less of ourselves than we ought?  I’m not talking pride here.  But if God has called us to be like Him, holy like that, then how does the word saint convey that to me?  It doesn’t.  So, let me just meditate on this thought that I am called in and by the power of God, the same power that raised Jesus from the dead, to be that same kind of “awful.”  I looked it up in Webster’s dictionary.  Awful is made from the words awe and full.  It’s something “that strikes with awe; that fills with profound reverence.”  Does my life, do my words, do that?  Webster says “our common people use this word in the sense of frightful, ugly, detestable.”  And maybe that’s how common man sees the things of God.  But those called by God, we see God in the correct light, not veiled in darkness.  We see God with awe and profound reverence in our eyes and He affects our lives and thoughts with that awe.

We are all lost in Sin, not just sins.  It’s not just that we do things or don’t do things sometimes.  We simply are not holy creatures by nature.  There is a power of Sin and Death that has control on our lives.  Until we surrender to the Power of God in Jesus Christ, we will remain under the power of Sin and Death.  I just read about the two wolves fighting each other.  Which wolf will win?  The saying goes, “The wolf that will win is the wolf that is fed.”  You see, power is like a wolf.  And unfortunately, in every case except for God’s case, power corrupts.  And the other truth is that God isn’t a wolf, He’s the Good Shepherd.  

Paul talks about this internal battle he sees in himself, this “waging war” that makes him “captive to the law of sin.” (Romans 7:23)  It effects all of us.  Then he cries out, “Wretched man that I am!  Who will deliver me from this body of death?” (24)  Well?  Who?  “Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (25)  Because our problem, just like Paul’s, is that we are under the power of foreign powers, Sin and Death, who are working together against us.  Unless we come under the rule of a greater power, there is no help for us.

But our Help has come!  That’s what Jesus did at the cross!  The resurrection was God’s way of calling us out of the darkness of Sin and Death’s power into His marvelous light and power! (1 Peter 2:9)  Therefore, Peter tells me, I get to proclaim God’s excellencies, Jesus’ excellencies, the Holy Spirit’s excellencies over Sin and Death!  Another word for excellencies is praises.  The Greek word is arete.  It comes from manliness or valor.  In this case it’s intrinsic, it’s just who God is.  It’s virtue.  And what is virtue?  Is it just what is good or of value?  The root actually derives from worth and “the radical sense is strength.”  Get it?  God’s worth and strength so surpasses the strength of Sin and Death that He alone is able to call us out of them into His marvellous light!

For a while during our lives, Paul, and me too, lived in the darkness of Sin and Death.  But then we met Jesus, and we surrendered to His rule in our lives.  Yeah, we surrendered to the rule of the God who commanded the light to shine out of the darkness when He created the world.  Who else can do that, make light come at their own bidding when there was no light?  Surely, since He can do that, He can shine “in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.”(2 Corinthians 4:6)  And that light gives us all the power in Him we need over Sin and Death, all the power I need to live righteously by faith in faith.  

I can’t supress the truth because the truth is too marvelous to keep inside.  It’s plain and simple and God has made it clear to us.  The question is, are you willing to be sheep or do you only want to be a wolf.  It’s a wolf eat wolf world out there but God has a better plan for those who are willing to live as sheep instead.  And I am not ashamed to be a sheep in a world of wolves.   Why not?  Well, in God’s realm, sheep are the victors, not wolves.  Sheep are the ones with the power of God that saves and brings them home unmarred.  Oh, it’s not that wolves won’t have their way with the sheep, but nothing the wolves do can destroy even a hair on the sheep.  Because one day is coming, when the sheep will be fully restored, and enjoying the presence of their God and Savior.  And all of the suffering and pain, I don’t even know if it will even be a memory.  And the wolves, who flaunted their powerful teeth and claws now, will have all their power stripped from them and will see themselves for who they really are.  Won’t that be an awful awakening?

Therefore, I am not ashamed of the gospel.  This is my good news.  This is good news for everyone out there who wants to stop living like a wolf and who wants to start being a sheep!  This is good news for those who want to live and be led by the power of God in love and grace.  This is awesome news for all those who want to hand authority back over to God who knows how to wield power graciously and rightly.  This is good news for all of those who want to know God and walk in Him.  This is the power of God unto salvation for every man!  This is power of God unto salvation and righteousness for every man!  This is the power of faith in God being applied by faith to our lives.  No, I am not ashamed at all!  This is radically worth it all.

Waiting For the Promise

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“And they worshiped him and returned to Jerusalem with great joy, and were continually in the temple blessing God.”  Luke 24:52,53

Now, let’s think about this.  Luke has just completed his account of Jesus, based on eye witnesses, from before his birth to his ascension into heaven.   And the last picture we are left with is that of the disciples, after watching him ascend back into the heavens, worshipping him, going back to Jerusalem with great joy, and blessing God in the temple continually.  What changed?  Well, now the disciples were joyful but still they were back where they started, doing what they could have been doing before.  It’s like Luke leaves things unfinished.  

Why do I say unfinished?  Because we have to go beyond the four Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, to really see and understand the meat of what Jesus taught.  We have to go beyond the Gospels to see how lives changed after the promise of God, the Holy Spirit indwelt the believers.  The truth is, if we see Jesus and say we believe and only have great joy and worship that only keeps us blessing God right where we were when we started, we haven’t really trusted God, because we haven’t followed Him through to receive the full promise.  And without the full promise of the Holy Spirit, we are not sealed in Him.

Matthew ends his account with Jesus leaving some instructions before his ascension.  “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you…” (Matthew 28:19,20)  John doesn’t even take us to the ascension.  He takes us to a more intimate time before the ascension when Jesus is, I guess you would call it, commissioning and encouraging Peter for the future ahead, and readjusting his focus off of another disciple.  And then it’s like Mark goes from the ascension and skips over the waiting in Jerusalem right into the future where “they went out and proclaimed everywhere, the Lord working with them and confirming the message by the accompanying signs.” (Mark 16:20)  Yet, we know from Luke, that response wasn’t immediate.  That response, of going out and proclaiming the message with power didn’t happen until something else happened first.  What was that something else?

We have to leave the comfort of the Gospels and enter the life of the Acts of the apostles.  We have to let God complete His promise in us by waiting for the promised Holy Spirit.  I think it is very appropriate that Luke is thought to have authored Acts.  He couldn’t leave off with just the ascension.  He had to finish the story.  As wonderful as the Gospels are, there is more to the story that must occur and be understood and be lived out.  Where Luke leaves off in the Gospel, he starts off in Acts.  Speaking of Jesus before the ascension, Luke says, “And while staying with them he ordered them not to depart from Jerusalem, but to wait for the promise of the Father, which, he said, ‘You heard from me; for John baptized with water, but you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit not many days from now.’” (Acts 1:4,5)  Luke thinks this promise is so important that he brings it up again.  And right before ascending, Jesus says again, “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”

So just as Luke said in his Gospel, here again we see the apostles and disciples returning to Jerusalem, all together, joyfully devoting themselves to prayer.  And the next thing that happens, I have always wondered about.  Peter stands up and says that because Judas Iscariot was gone, his place needed to be re-filled.  And so they chose another leader to take his place, a man named Matthias.  But, if Matthias was supposed to be chosen by them, why don’t we ever hear of him again?  Here’s my real question: if they were supposed to be waiting for the power of the Holy Spirit upon them, why were they making a decision as though they had the authority of God?  Without the Holy Spirit, how did they know who God wanted?  What if God wanted a persecuting Jew named Saul to fill that position, a man they never would have chosen?

Peter wasn’t the only guilty one for taking the matter of choosing God’s man into his own hands.  The others thought it was the right thing to do as well.  Isn’t that the problem?  We think that our own right thinking measures up to God’s standards.  How many decisions do I make that aren’t based on the leading of the Holy Spirit because I didn’t feel like waiting for His answer?  The lot was a roll of the dice.  Even the priests used to use it for God to give them answers to choose rightly.  But God tore the veil in the temple and I’m pretty sure, with the entrance of Jesus into His full authority, He removed all effectiveness from the lot.  Why confer with dice when I’m supposed to confer directly with God through Jesus Christ?  I guess I would miss that if I don’t understand the extreme, ultimate, and necessary value of the Holy Spirit for which I am waiting for.

It’s so hard to wait, isn’t it?  Like even now, during this quarantine with the COVID 19 virus.  It’s hard to not know what to expect next and to just trust and remain in Him in the meantime, until He declares our next step.  For some people, it causes depression.  For some people, there is fear.  For some, we feel so compelled to be doing something, anything.  Why is it so hard to wait on the Lord?  “Be still and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10)  Why do we fight against being still when we are told that it is exactly where You want us?  When we are told it is exactly what we need to do in order for You to be exalted among the nations and in the earth?

Why couldn’t the disciples wait a matter of days?  We are talking maybe only nine or ten days here.  Why do we get so caught up in making time happen that we can’t wait for God’s timing and God’s promises before we act on our own, in our own strength, and in powerlessness?  

If only they had waited, they would have known the difference between acting on one’s own will and acting upon God’s will in the power and authority of the Holy Spirit.  But one can’t know the Holy Spirit until one is filled with the Holy Spirit, can they.  We can’t know what we haven’t experienced.  But why not wait, at all costs, for that promise to be fulfilled in You?  I mean, we have the full picture but they had a partial picture.  They knew how the former saints and prophets acted under the influence of the Holy Spirit.  And now this would be for every believer to enable them to honor and glorify God!

Look what the Holy Spirit did.  It took this room full of people, joyfully praying and worshipping among themselves, and refocussed that joyful praying and worship to express itself freely to a lost and dying world.  When they were filled with the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit gave them what to say, in a way that would help others to understand.  The Holy Spirit transformed the news from being shared among brethren, to being made known among the lost.  Go back and read Acts 2 and see how the Holy Spirit transforms not only our worship but our words and our way of life.  Look at Peter, standing without fear and declaring the risen Saviour!  Look at the fruit of the Holy Spirit—three thousand souls came to the Lord that day!

Read the Gospels to see what the God-man Jesus taught, how he walked, and to know His power over Sin and Death.  Read Acts to see the affect of the promised Holy Spirit on believers.  But don’t stop there.  Read Paul’s letters, that Paul that I think Peter should have waited on instead of Matthias.  Read Paul’s letters to see what it all means, to see the depth of the truth of all that Jesus did and stood for.  And if it takes time, wait on it.  Don’t be afraid to take Your time with God.  Don’t rush it or You will miss the blessing He means for You.  Don’t be afraid to wait for the Holy Spirit to do His work in You.  Don’t rush things.  Take your time and make it God’s time.  Let the Holy Spirit have His way in You and stop making your own way.  It’s not just what I want to do; it’s what we all need to do.  

God does not faint.  He does not grow weary.  There is no end to His understanding.  I’m not like God.  I faint and grow weary and have limited understanding.  But Isaiah 40:29 tells us that God, “gives power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increases strength.”  And verse 31 reminds us, “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”  God says I must learn to wait.  When God says I am to wait for the Holy Spirit, then I need to learn to wait for the Holy Spirit and not go on before Him. 

The truth is, if I’m working without the help of the Holy Spirit, I have a big problem.  I am not working to the praise and glory of God.  If I believe in Jesus, but have not surrendered myself to the power and working of His Holy Spirit, I am lacking, and almost there is not there yet.  Almost there is still missing the mark.  Because with believing comes the sealing of the Holy Spirit of promise.  He is “the earnest of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the praise of His glory.” (Ephesians 1:14)  The Holy Spirit is the King’s seal upon us.  Let’s search our hearts and see who is making our decisions for us?  Is it me, doing what I think is right?  Or am I seeking wisdom from the Holy Spirit within me to choose according to the will of God for the moment?  Have I let God seal this letter shut in Him, or am I withholding His sealing so I can choose things my own way?

Powerless to Powered-Up

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“Then he opened their minds to understand the Scriptures…” Luke 24:45

Do you see a pattern here.  The other day we looked at the women who arrived at the empty tomb first.  They were clueless even though Jesus had prepared them.  They were clueless until the Angel God sent clued them in and reminded them of the words of Jesus.  Then the women remembered his words.  They run to tell the apostles but the apostles think they are talking foolishness.  Peter runs to the tomb and sees it empty and still doesn’t get it.  Next, we see Cleopas and his friend walking on the way to Emmaus.  And they meet the risen Lord on the way but don’t know it until the end of His time with them after he blesses the food and breaks bread with them.  Then he opens their eyes to understand.  Even after he makes it all clear about Him in God’s word, even while their hearts were burning, it wasn’t until he opened their eyes that they saw Him and knew Him.  And now they run back to the apostles to tell them what just happened, that Jesus was alive!

But the pattern continues.  Jesus shows up to break the pattern.  There He is, imagine it now, Jesus Himself, standing there in that room.  “Peace to you!”  But here’s the thing, they were anything but at peace before or at His appearing!  They were startled and frightened and thought they saw a spirit.  That reminds me of the time that Jesus was walking on the water that stormy night and the disciples saw Him and didn’t recognize Him that day either.  They thought it was a Spirit.  When they did recognize Him, Peter shouted out, “Lord, if it is You, bid me to come out on water.”  So Jesus said, “Come.”  And Peter started to walk on the water.  But stop and think about that.  Was that as much about Peter’s faith as it was about who Jesus was and what Jesus was trying to share about Himself?  

Think about it.  What was Peter trusting in?  Was he trusting in the Messiah of God’s Word?  Or was he trusting in a Messiah he had been taught about, a Messiah his own mind and culture had sculpted?  Was he trusting in the Son of God who was the way to God like other prophets or maybe like something more, but what?  And I won’t fault him, because none of us get it fully without the same help that Peter and the others needed.  Before we get that help, the best we can do is get glimpses and a burning in our hearts.  Yeah, even when Jesus lets us walk on water, even after we doubt and sink and He rescues us, the best we can do is see with veiled eyes an imperfect picture.

We stand and think, “Oh, those believers should have known.  Why are they acting like this?”  But how can they know?  How can we know until God makes us know?  “Why are you troubled, and why do doubts arise in your hearts?” (Luke 24:38)  I don’t think You were talking just about this moment in time here, Lord.  I think You are talking about everything going on.  Why are Your disciples having such a hard time expecting this and believing this when this is everything You told them and that God’s word told them would happen?  And here You are standing alive in front of them!  “See my hands and my feet, that it is I myself.  Touch me, and see.  For a spirit does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” (Luke 24:39)  

We people are material creatures.  We are created in the image of God, but in the image only.  It’s more than a reflection, but sin has marred that reflection so that our connection and understanding of the spiritual is broken.  Jesus is more than physical; He is spirit as well.  That’s the part we have trouble understanding.  It’s so easy to understand a human, a body of flesh that can do extraordinary things by the power of God, kind of, I guess.  But when it comes to defying what humans are capable of, of raising oneself to life, and of power to transform our thinking and our knowing and to transform our very being, now that is something totally foreign.

They should have been jumping and leaping and praising God but they were unsure.  So You show them your hands and feet.  And I don’t know if I can explain this but they”still disbelieved for joy and were marvelling.”  They didn’t believe yet.  Get that?  The believers had Jesus standing right in front of them but still didn’t really believe!  But Jesus pushes forward.  He asked for food.  He asked for a piece of fish, took it and ate it.  Then he said, “These are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.”  Now here it comes, wait for it, “Then he opened their minds to understand the Scriptures…”  Then He takes them to these thoughts, “Thus it is written, that the Christ should suffer and on the third day rise from the dead, and that repentance for the forgiveness of sins should be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem…And behold, I am sending the promise of my Father upon you.  But stay in the city until you are clothed with power from on high.” (Luke 24: 46,47,49)

What is the promise of the Father?  What did He promise His people that He had not done yet and that would be fulfilled upon Christ’s resurrection?  Maybe Ezekiel sheds some light on this.  “And I will give them one heart, and a new spirit I will put within them.  I will remove the heart of stone from their flesh and give them a heart of flesh…” (Ezekiel:19)  Again, God tells us, “And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you.  And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.  And I will put my Spirit within you…” (Ezekiel 36:26,27)  Thanks to the help of the Holy Spirit, Peter in Acts 2:17, declared how Joel 2:28,29 was coming to play before there very eyes: “And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions.”  This promise in Joel, started to be filled at the day of Pentecost, when the promise came down for the benefit of those who would believe!

So today’s truth is that we are powerless to believe, to understand, to really know God, to see Jesus in all His glory, without being powered up by God’s Holy Spirit.  If I want God’s peace, I need to totally surrender to God.  I need God to give it to me.  That’s why Jesus came, not to be a beautiful baby in a manger, but to be the sacrifice for my sin, my redemption, and to usher in a relationship with God that is only possible by God’s doing.  Therefore, I can think I believe.  I can be on the verge of believing.  I can marvel at what I believe but until the Holy Spirit moves in and takes over my thinking and leads my doing, God’s peace will evade me as well.

I need God’s gift of the Holy Spirit to complete His work in me.  Jesus opened that door to make it possible, that my spirit connection to God, which was broken by sin, could be restored.  Look, it’s not just about knowing God through Jesus Christ.  It’s about letting God make Himself known in me by the blood of Jesus Christ and the power of His Holy Spirit.  Paul tells us, “And the way of peace they have not known.  There is no fear of God before their eyes.” (Romans 3:17,18)  How can I know God unless He reveals Himself to me?  Do I really think that a mere man can understand the One who created me?  How could I ever understand without His help?  I can’t unless God enlightens me and opens the eyes of my heart, the eyes of my understanding.

I love the way Paul closes his 1st letter to the Thessalonians.  “Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you entirely; and may your spirit and soul and body be preserved complete, without blame at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.” (1 Thessalonians 5:23)  Here’s that peace, that same peace that Jesus announced to the disciples in the room, that peace they didn’t realize yet.  But here is what Jesus was leading to.  They couldn’t have that peace yet because God’s promise wasn’t finished.  God was doing it, and it would just be a matter of days for them, but they were missing one thing.  We can’t be fully sanctified, fully set apart, fully transformed, without being made complete again.  We need our whole being restored in God, not just part.  We need spirit, soul, and body to be reunited in God.  The spirit part that was broken by sin’s reign must be restored.  I can’t be made fully right without the power of the Holy Spirit transforming my heart of stone into a heart of flesh.  I can’t be made blameless outside of His work.

Let God’s full promise wash over me and fill me and know the Lord of peace Himself can give me peace at all times in every way!  (2 Thessalonians 3:16)  Yes, we are justified by faith and have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.  (Romans 5:1) To complete the work in us He gives us everything we need to be spiritually minded, which gives us life and peace. (Romans 8:6)  God’s wonderful promise, being completed by the Holy Spirit in us brings us righteousness, peace and joy in Him that is not available any other way. (Romans 14:17)  Jesus won’t let us go unfinished.  He will push us to where we need to be so that the God of hope may fill us with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit we may abound in hope.” (Romans 15:13) This is not for the Jew only.  This is good news for us all because Jesus came and preached to those who are afar off and those who are almost believers. (Ephesians 2:17)  We are all in the same boat, just like the disciples we’ve been reading about.  We all need to let the peace of God rule in our hearts.  (Collosians 3:15)  We are chosen through the foreknowledge of God, we are brought to the throne of grace through Jesus Christ, and we are sanctified by the Holy Spirit to be able to know God and do His will. (1 Peter 1:12)

I don’t want this peace to evade me.  I want to know what it is to be set at one again with God my Heavenly Father.  I want to be joined with Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.  I want to be still and quiet in them.  I want to find rest for my weary soul.  I want to be able to say and mean and know that it is well with my soul.  Here’s what Skip Moen shared about this peace, “well-being, the wide open territory of uninhibited relationship with the Father…walking in the Garden in the cool of the evening..being held at night..never being alone again…”  If the disciples, including the apostles couldn’t achieve that without the coming of the Holy Spirit to them, then neither can I.  May we examine our hearts to see if we are living without the power of the Holy Spirit within us.  And if we find that we are, may we cry out to the Lord to finish His work in us, to fulfill His promise in us, to finally bring us on the true road to sanctification.  And if we have received the Holy Spirit and are on our way by God’s grace, may we not do anything to hinder His work in us.  Thank You, Lord, for making my dream come true and giving me the Holy Spirit so that I can walk with You, not just in heaven, but each and every day of my life here.

The Proof is in the Power

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“O foolish ones, and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken!”  Luke 24:25

Word of the empty tomb travelled fast through the disciples.  Word about what the women said was being talked about as well.  But why was everyone so slow to understand?  Jesus actually calls it being “slow of heart to believe.”  I mean, listen to the conversation now of two followers on their way to a a village named Emmaus, which was about 7 miles from Jerusalem.

As these two were talking about all the things that had happened concerning Jesus, someone walks up and joins them as they walk.  Who is this someone?  It’s Jesus.  But they don’t recognize him as Jesus yet.  It appears as though he kept them from recognizing him, or maybe it was their slowness of heart that held them back. But here is the risen Lord, walking with them, and they have no idea that he is anyone but another traveller on the road to Emmaus.

And what does he talk to them about?  “What is this conversation that you are holding with each other as you walk?”  Remember, when he walked up to them they were already talking about what had happened to Jesus.  There was no hint of victory in their talk.  Luke records just the opposite, “And they stood still, looking sad.”  Cleopas answered the traveller, “Are you the only visitor to Jerusalem who does not know the things that have happened there in these days?”

Now, let’s just pause for a moment.  Let’s just stop to think about the connection of Cleopas to someone else in our story.  Remember the list of the women at the empty tomb, the ones who encountered the angels with the message that Jesus had risen just as he said?  Do you remember that one of those women was the wife of Cleopas?  Shame on Cleopas.  He should have known better, right?  But it’s the same today, isn’t it?  Husbands don’t fully trust their wives.  They want to see it for themselves.  That’s one of the sad results of Adam’s sin.

So how does Cleopas fill the traveller in on the events having transpired?  “Concerning Jesus of Nazareth, a man who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people, and how our chief priests and rulers delivered him up to be condemned to death, and crucified him.  But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel.  Yes, and besides all this, it is now the third day since these things happened.  Moreover, some of the women of our company amazed us.  They were at the tomb early in the morning, and when they did not find his body, they came back saying that they had seen a vision of angels, who said that he was alive.  Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said, but him they did not see.” (Luke 24:19-24)  

What were the disciples expecting of Jesus?  Why did Cleopas identify him as a mighty prophet only?  How were they looking for him to be the redeemer of Israel?  Was he not supposed to die?  He told them time and again that he was to die and that he would raise to life again.  He said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life.”  What way were they looking for?  What truth were they clinging to?  What life were they expecting?  What they were looking for wasn’t what scripture had told them.  What they were looking for wasn’t what Jesus had prepared them for.  That’s the problem.  Our thinking as human beings is so twisted from God’s that we can’t understand His thinking without divine help.  It doesn’t matter how good a person we seem to be, we are absolute fools without allowing Him to set us straight.

What was Jesus’ response?  “O foolish ones, and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken!  Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory?”  Wait a minute, why was it necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory?  Because Cleopas, his wife, the one he was walking with, the apostles, Mary (the mother of Jesus), Pilot, Caesar, everyone had an incurable problem called sin.  The whole earth, all of humanity was infected.  There was only one cure.  “Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because all sinned…But the free gift is not like the trespass.  For if many died through one man’s trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many.  And the free gift is not like the result of that one man’s sin.  For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the free gift following may trespasses brought justification.  For if, because of one man’s trespass, death reigned through that one man, much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man Jesus Christ. Therefore, as one trespass led to condemnation for all men, so one act of righteousness leads to justification and life for all men.  For as by the one man’s disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man’s obedience the many will be made righteous.”  (Romans 5:12,15-19)  

What did his followers think?  Did they think that the Jews were worthy of redemption? None of us are.  We are worms.  We, including Jews, are enemies of God.  Wait, I love God, how can I be an enemy?  Sin makes me an enemy.  And the truth is, we are all held under the power of sin.  It’s not just like a sin once in a while.  It’s a power that compels me and holds me in its sway.  It’s what happened that day Adam disobeyed.  It infected all of us like an incurable disease.  No man can cure this disease.  It takes divine intervention.  We have to pay a price called death but even our death doesn’t count because we are not pure sacrifices.  But God wanted to redeem us so He paid the price with His only Son.  He is the only worthy One.  He is more than a prophet.  He is God’s Son and God gave Him power and authority equal to His own.  He is not just a man with power.  He is Jesus, the Messiah, the Son of God, who holds the keys to life and death in His hands.  He is the Worthy One offering us the opportunity to allow Him to impute His righteousness to us by trusting faith.

Well, back to today’s Scripture.  Jesus recounted to them from Moses through the Prophets all the things concerning himself.  They had miles and miles to listen before they drew near the village.  Then they asked him to stay and eat with them.  I’m pretty sure they wanted to hear more.  So he stayed and, at the table, he took the bread and blessed and broke it and gave it to them.  I bet that was a deja vu!  “And their eyes were opened, and they recognized him.  And he vanished from their sight.”(Luke 24:31)  

I love the next thing they say, “Did not our hearts burn within us while he talked to us on the road, while he opened to us the Scriptures?” (Luke 24:32)  Does reading or hearing the scripture have that effect on me?  I remember, right before I was born again, hearing the scripture read and prayed around me, and that’s what it felt like.  I felt like the word had come alive.  It felt like something was raising to life in me through the words I heard and read.  And even now, as I read or listen, the words burn an indelible mark in my heart and soul and mind.  Now, the mark is one I can understand and be more than amazed at.  I can live it and obey it because I understand what He means.

What did Cleopas and his friend do?  They got up right then, and returned to Jerusalem to tell the eleven the good news they had witnessed.  “Then they told what had happened on the road, and how he was known to them in the breaking of the bread.” (Luke 24:35)  

So, how does this apply to me?  We have everything we need to believe.  We have the scriptures, including the added commentary to understand it all, given by the writers of the New Testament.  Remember, the angels didn’t commend the women for not understanding what was happening.  They told them, “Remember what He told you.”  Jesus didn’t commend Cleopas and his friend either.  He called them foolish and slow of heart at believing the scriptures.  Later, we’ll hear of Thomas, you know, the one who got the name of doubting Thomas, because he wouldn’t believe until he saw for himself.  But Jesus doesn’t commend any of them.  You know who He commends, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” (John 20:29)  

Are you one of those who believes based on the word and witness of the Word of God?  I am.  It doesn’t make me better; it doesn’t make me more holy.  Remember, we’re all unworthy.  Why would I be blessed?  Could it be because the power of the Holy One has come, due to His death and resurrection and that day of Pentacost.  Could I be blessed because I have simply responded to the Holy Spirit as He has shared in my heart?  I think that responding to the Holy Spirit is a greater blessing than seeing the risen Lord in front of you, not to discount that, because I would love to see Jesus right here before me.  But to respond to the Holy Spirit is to be surrendered to the power of God.  And isn’t that the problem?  Jesus could stand right before me and I could not know him, outside of the power of the Holy Spirit to reveal Him and the will of God to me.  The proof isn’t in seeing Jesus.  The proof is in the power of His Holy Spirit in and over me.  I believe.  And that blessing has changed and is changing my life. What about you?